For the past couple of days I haven't really been sleeping. Probably about an average of 5 hours for the past 60+ hours. I don't like it one bit.

Tonight I hung out with Robert and Sarah. Something I haven't done in a really long time.
It was absolutly wonderful.

I love it when you can get together with a friend you haven't seen in so long and it doesn't seem like anything has changed at all. Well yes you both have changed, but the friendship is still just as wonderful now as before you split.
I wish all frienships were like that.

We tried to watch the Tempest. Good idea except for that all three of us didn't understand anything at all.

I had a lot of fun.
I saw Greg, Julian, Tony, Steve, Josh and anyone else that was there tonight.
Julian sure can dance, and realllly loves to talk and figure out problems while having fun..

Talking to Robert made me realize that being 16 or 15 is a lot different than being 19 or 20. And I think knowing when you can't, or can, handle things is also a big step up.


I wish I could sleep.

I wonder whats keeping me awake...



Love is pretty wonderful, but never settle on what your heart doesn't really, in all aspects, desire. Something I learned tonight by a great man.
And maybe we should fight more for what we really want. Maybe that would make everything that much sweeter to have.


It's funny.... oh that fate.
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So I haven't been on here in forever!
I figured it would've been deleted.
I had no idea Danielle was leaving. Oh well.
Im not too much in the Loop.
I saw people this weekend I haven't in like 2years.
Im excited about mission trip.
I leave tomorrow for camp.
I guess.. I'll be cooler later.

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